70 to Nothing | 30 to Hold.

To You, 
I'm Giving My Last, 
For Now.

70 out of 100.   |   I give them back to where it should belong now, my feelings.
30 remaining.   |   I hold them back in a corner of my heart.

YOU, are always my biggest weakness.

Emotions and hormones running from high to low,

stretching from the bottom strikes beyond the horizon ;

and the reason is always orbiting around you.

I've tried so hard , for all the things I should and shouldn't do.

Should stop caring so much for you;

Should stop shedding tears for you;

Should get over you;

Should make myself happier;

Should make my life more easier;

Should finally say goodbye...

Shouldn't care bout you anymore;

Shouldn't have that terrible heartache when I heard about you;

Shouldn't have that urge to cry when I think of you;

Shouldn't fall for any single thing from you anymore;

Shouldn't be emotional and over-think for now...

But sometimes when I see you suffering from your obstacles in life,

I can't help but to reach out to you.

I just can't sit back and watch.

And yet, I offered my caring and overwhelmed feelings.

I know,
Some things, some people are meant to be parted.
Like Me & You.
It's been more than a year,
and we still couldn't get an answer.
And all we get for each other was
a Goodbye & a heartfelt smile. :')

You've been doing well after you left, I can see that.
And I wish for the best for you in your future,
I always got your back no matter what,
and you know that.

And I...well...
I wasn't having a good time back then.
A lot happened and changed.
But I'm better off now,
starting something new.
It's just that,
I'll still think of you and your deeds whenever 
I walk past somewhere we've spend time together before.
The memories are still fresh in my mind.


One last time,
ilyaimysm.

Goodbye. 
:')

And it's time to really let go of someone that ONCE meant so much to you.



♡