Changing, Keep It Up. :)

Day by day, all that's in my head are you, me and us.
I dreamed of everything that could be, but non of 'em was real.
At times I woke up from my dreams and went way back to sleep, just to lean back to the surreal realm. 
I don't what's going on now, I don't know what you're thinking, I don't know what am I doing I JUST DON'T KNOW.
I think all I did positively for the past few weeks was just, BREATHE.
I know I was being stupid, stubborn and emotional shit during this while...I just don't know how to keep myself satisfied and cheerful every now and then.
The feeling is coming back. The feeling of giving up, every semester break when I don't see you.
That's the problem, I perhaps.
You did nothing wrong, it's only me who over-think, every time.
To know that this is not necessary, even me myself is annoyed by my act and my way of thinking. Crap.
"LAW OF ATTRACTION", someone, as in a friend of mine always emphasizes this theory to all of us.
Things happen according to the way you treat it, thus, your attitude.
Bullshit.
I don't really buy that at first, to be superstitious or not, things really turned out to be how you think.
I realized.
Trying to be positive and coherent from now on, just to make things straight.
I'm sure that we didn't fake the memories up, we've been through it.
I'll keep it on, keep my feelings rolling, until the day that I'm severely broken.
I'll be fine, let it be.
See you in 5 days time, 
I promise I won't be a proud thug as before, I promise I'll act normal.
I'll smile, when I see you.

Yeahhh, I'll keep that smile on.
:)

A sky full of stars,
there we'll be.





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