Monday, 14 October 2013

I Have A Thing For You. :)

It's been a while that this feeling strikes me in the heart again.
I don't know where to start,
I don't know HOW did I start this.

Met for months, but this only started a few weeks ago.
I'm glad that we met, we talked, we befriended and we got along.
And the most important thing is,
we are still FRIENDS.
This feels better  :)

Still friendzoned?
NOT really, I ASSUME. YES/NO? I dont really know actually...
We have this lil silly joke on teasing friends and pairing people up.
I am one of the "victims".
L-O-L.
Well, this ain't bad.
I don't mind, just play along with the game.
This cause me no harm, but shyness and joy.
OKAY THIS SOUND SO FREAKING WEIRD AND WRONG OKAY JUST STAHHPPPP.

WE ARE STILL FRIENDS,
that's what I want.
It's kinda unbelievable that we talk more face-to-face compared to Facebook messages.
*TBH we don't have each other's phone number by now, mehhh*
It's not that I don't have the source to get his number but,
I want him to give me / exchange. *but I must be big-headed. sigh...let's wait.*
Ignore the awkwardness, enjoy the moment with the crowd.
Do what we should "act" and talk what we should.
These moments are the best,
and I'm really loving it.
HEEEEEES.

I don't know what you think, how you feel,
but I prefer that we remain what we are now.
A kinda unique position.
I am actually happy and fluttering inside when the crowd teases us.
Everything of you makes me smile,
and I still cherish the things you said only to me.
Maybe you said things like this to other people too, but I don't care.
WTF WHAT DID I JUST SAY HOLY JEEEEEZ *hides behind the curtains*
FINE, yes I'm blooming inside okay SO WHAT HUHH THIS IS LIFE THIS IS YOUTH SO DON'T JUDGE YOU PEOPLE.

It was the small little details and moments all these whiles that made my sense twitched.
Uhmm it couldn't be explained, it just comes naturally. Hehehhh
I get happy when friends say that we share some similarities.
They might not be serious, it might be just a joke too,
but I'm just glad and happy. ^u^

HMMM YEAHHHH...these are only from me,
ONE SIDED story and thoughts and and and
feelings.

You might not be a perfect one,
you have bad habits,
but you seemed to be a good guy.
Let's just be friends, for now.
I don't wanna lose you, in any way.
This will be the best.

Still ain't falling too deep into you,
but I have a thing for you.

:)



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