N E W.

[FINALLY PUBLISHING THIS FREAKING POST WHICH WAS DRAFTED ON THE 15TH JUNE 2013. *claps*]

so....it's been ages QUITE A WHILE since I last blogged. screw it I had no time to blog okay sorry kthxbai.

FINE. I admit it. Never blog for more than 20 days  holy crap -.-

get back to the main point,no one wants to know your crap bout how-many-blogging-days. Stick to the story dude. 

well Well WELL...

I'm currently starting a new life, in a new environment, meeting new friends, knowing new people, learning new stuffs, exploring new things, gaining new experiences, etc. 

Basically, everything's NEW.

Had homesick for the first few days and ya know what? It's fucking  a w f u l.

Seeing my family leave from the gate of my hostel, I felt that time froze and my heart just ache for a moment, which is forever in the world of frozen time.

Just a call from anyone of 'em will just make my heart so soft,so fragile, and a goodbye will break the pieces in me.

My hostel is an oven. All I do in the hostel is groan,complain and  S W E A T.

So....as you can imagine, I LONGED TO GO HOME SO FUCKING RIDICULOUSLY. 

*where heaven is a place on earth with air-conds. 
I'll make myself to go back as often as possible. Going back to home-sweet-home-cocoon 2 weeks once, or even every week.

YEAH, cause I miss my homeland. :'(

I miss everything in Ipoh, and I miss everyone from Ipoh.
Nothing beats my precious home & family. And yes of course, my BFFs.
Y'ALL KNOW WHO YOU GUYS ARE! ;D

Met new friends, am getting along quite well too. And now it's time to "SORT 'EM OUT".
Who are the good ones,and the bad; as in personality and attitude.
This ain't mean or cruel, this is reality.
No one will ever find true friendship here, YOU MIGHT, but it ain't easy.
I've learnt howta put on a smile and let things go in front of them.
I don't care who's nice who's dumb who's the badass in class. As long as I ain't harmed, I can pretend that nothing happened. 
It's all up to you guys, them. 
People might talk at everyone's back and befriend with them so cheerfully in the other way.
Well I don't care. That's your business. 
I won't be a "commentator" between everyone, or be a middle-man to solve things for ya. 
I won't.
I just want a peaceful set of mind and a learning environment. 
That's all I want, that's what I want.
That's all.

LOL. After all, my college life ain't bad.
EXCEPT FOR ALL THE FUCKING SHITLOADS ASSIGNMENTS AND PRINTING AND AND AND ANDDDDD GOLD-VALUED ART MATERIALS. HOLY CRAP IMMA CRASH EVERYTHING ON THE WALL AND SLEEPDEAD.
whoooops.... 
Crazy playful cheerful creative childish vulgar noisy classmates.
The people in my class are alright. well ~ despite some lil secrets hidden behind each other.
*grins* >B)  i won't tell.

So...
this is my current life!

I supposed that this is the life that will lead me to my dreams & passion ;
An adventurous one, a fun one and a glorious one.

;)