Is it ME or everyone beside me's changing?
Or is it ME,who's the one that didn't change?!
Was I the only one who's still standing still,ain't moving on while others are having a whole new life and journey to go?!
Friends around,starting their college life,or even go for work.
All of 'em are living in a whole new environment，meeting new people. And I'm like...
I'm still freaking stuck in the old times. Not moving any forward and I felt so helpless,useless.
I know this is wrong but....I feel kinda neglected and also being forgotten(at times) when I see 'em meeting new people. Envy?! Jealousy?! or...I don't know. When times like that I just feel angry and annoyed.
I'm sorry but,that's what my heart feels. Just for that moment.
I needda collect of all my scattered pieces of myself,and my thoughts. I gotta be strong.
"Thoughts",ends here tonight. 'll be writing 'em out for the next of the days. :)
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