『사랑이 뭐에요?』 - 【意 ● 句】

我对爱不是很理解到底是什么。
大概就是在拥挤的大卖场你推着购物车，我坐在车上。
大概就是希望出租车开慢一点好让广播里的歌曲一起跟唱。
大概就是拿起手机写了一百字然后又删 除只发了一个冷笑话。
大概就是旅行的时候忽然走不下去，想回到你身边。
大概就是一见钟情持续想念。
大概就是巧巧遇见缓缓失去。

——龚西米

♡

时常都会在文里发现很多好有意思，很玄，戳中我心中的某一处的话句。
看到有意思的字句时都会快点记下，偶尔读回的那时都蛮有滋味的。
也许戳中我的那些不一定是关于爱，也不一定是朋友之间，
戳中的都是在人生里的经历和旅程。
对啊，像我现在这年纪，哪谈得起啥人生之类的？
可你会慢慢发现其实我们现在过着的每一天，每一个过程，都不会再重复了。
有时会告诉自己，
“年少轻狂，谁无过错？错事，成事当然会有，但过程中你所得失的，是以后也找不到的。哪怕是成是败；至少当时你勇敢踏出了那一步。历经了，总比错失了来的好。“
第18年了，正在生命中卡着不上不下的年纪。
孩子中算是老大了，青年和成人中还是个老么呢。【噗....
现在谈些啥哲学人生道理是挺早了些，可日子中(发闷骚发白日梦时)偶尔想一想，
其实也不错啦。

嘿嘿。
≧◉◡◉≦

You, and me ; We are all the same.

Have you ever felt of making a revenge or a comeback to a person just like how the way he/she acted on us?
It's like....you do something on purpose just to show the someone "hell yeah I CAN DO THE FUCKING SAME WAY TOO duhhh~~"
Just because I was simply insulted or provoked by someone.  헐....
But it ain't always something "bad" I made that comeback. It's some sort of..uhmm more like showing a sense of envy & jealousy in a childish way. << what the fuck did I just type??? -.- gahhh forget it
I don't know. It can always happen between friends,lovers or whoever in our lives. (Take note that no specific people are targeted here.)

The situation always goes like,
1. Mentioning a foreign unknown name to people just to make them curios (but of course people won't tend to ask bout the unknown
2. Telling stories bout the unknown & tease the unknown in front of you and this made you looked like a fucking dumb idiot who doesn't know what the heck is happening
3. Telling the whole universe that I'm approaching something new like no one cares, but everyone out there had already gathered that you're only too lonely by acting like this.
(the heck is this confusing?! Blahhhhh whatever)

I don't know bout you but, I've did all these sometimes.
Yeahhhhhhhhh fuck at times I was just feeling so lonely in the sense that I've been jailing myself up in my house not until people ask me out.
The (mainly) 3 things above only occur when I see others are having so much fun out there,heeheehaha-ing like they're enjoying the whole world; and I'm all like duhhhhhhhhhhh slouching,sinking & rotting in the couch and tasting something called BORED-AND-LIFELESS-LIKE-FUCK, not being noticed or bothered.
Therefore I just did all these just to show that,
I CAN TOO.
*then a voice secretly shouted in the head,
Take that you bitch! Suckerrrrrr! My life is fucking better you asshole! *

So.....
Is it only me who's been acting like this in this entire globe? Or YOU have sometimes done the same thing too??! LOL well.....I don't know.

You,me,everyone; are we all the same?

該，不該 ; 盼，不望。

明知道是不好的，但我偏偏还在等着期待着。
矛盾；
心想的 脑袋分析的 思维控制的 口说出的，
统统都不同。

我不知道我在等的是什么，
我不明白我期盼的是为何。
不理解忽冷忽热的时候，
看不透若无其事和平常心的那时。

是怎么了？
也许想得太多的是我，
也许事情根本就很纯粹的简单。

傻透了。
:')

1年里的365天，8760小时，525600分钟。

写这一篇，并不是多此一举，而是在语言里的表达方式不同。

这365天里，看着孩子们慢慢的成长不断得进步和改变，
说实在的，真的感到很欣慰。
艺人们的星途，谁无艰难的日子？
但这12个孩子们所背负的压力和世人的期望，过活的辛酸日子及付出的努力肯定不比别人来得少。
他们不像新人的新人团，让大家一直视为是专业的，完美的，不容许有任何的差错。
为了自己的梦想，不断地努力卖命练习付出。
上节目受到访问时被问“练习生期辛苦么？”他们都是笑笑说不辛苦不辛苦。*骗谁呢？！
可我们知道他们为了踏上舞台展现自己发光发热，辛苦努力了很多，很多。
但这一切，让他们的梦想实现了。
12只所努力所做所付出的，我们有目共睹。

一年，
说来不长，也并不短。
很开心看见你们现在的成果和变成熟。
这些日子里，
你们不劳不累的努力，和我们不懈的爱及支持都并无改变。
这些日子里，
你们给我留下的回忆真的很多，陪我度过很多的时刻。

年少轻狂，你我都有。
轻狂时所做过的众多事情里头，有一件是为了你们的。
对父母半瞒半真地从怡保搭巴士去到KL国际机场，
机场内和4位呆了整整31个小时，
为的就是见你们一面。
但在机场里兜兜转转的，因为种种原因，
最终只看见了4位。
130115，是最难忘的一天。

今日的一周年，日后的5周年，往后的10周年，
我们都会一起度过！
我不需要你们记得我，不需要你们知道我的生日，
我只需要你们记得我们对大家的信任，支持和关心，知道我们是爱你们的，
就足够了。
将来的每一天，支持和爱护依然，我们都会陪你们走下去，
直到永远。

其他同期出道的艺人朋友们都陆陆续续地COMEBACK了，而你们COMEBACK消息却无声无色，一切无动于衷。
但我相信公司的安排，我也知道你们在筹备得很认真很用心很努力很辛苦，
明白你们想将自己最好的再次从新专呈现给我们看。
都一年了还是未COMEBACK，这并不是玩的。
公司会在对你们最利的时候才让你们COMEBACK。
就当这是对我们耐心和忠心的一个考验吧！
我会一直等的，一定。
我相信你们。

 EXO 出道一周年快乐！♥ 
这星途多遥远，但我们会一直陪伴着每一个你。
这光阴多宝贵，所以你们存在的每一刻极可贵。

☾☼

WE ARE ONE.

엑소 사랑하자! ♕

ONE YEAR WITH EXO. 365DAYS WITH EXO.

♥



365days, 8760hours, 525600mins, ONE year.

It's been a year.

365 days, 

things can change a lot within this period,but the love and support that I'm giving to these 12 incredibly precious boys are still the same.

How fast does time fly? Imagine that the boys were still standing on the stages of live-broadcasting shows to take out their very 1st debut stage one freaking year ago,8.04.2012.

Everyone of 'em was still drowning in their nerve-wrecking minds & performances.

But after one whole year, 8.04.2013 ,here they are,

they've grown up,all matured,standing high up on the stage confidently,

performing the songs that they've practice over and over again for a zillion times before and after debut.

We all know how hard they've worked.

The hard times during trainee days, pressures from every aspect, public attentions, all eyes on 'em. Not a single move is allowed to go wrong.

Their tears,sweat,faith and hardwork had now paid off.

Forget and ignore the haters from the outsides,

We know who they really are, their efforts and their talent.

EXO as one, no one is able to break thru this bond.

I know that I won't have the chance in my entire life to be a someone in their lives,

but I am here to be the another one to support 'em,to love 'em and also to protect 'em.

EXO♥ HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY MY BOYS!

it's a long long way to go in this path,but we're always here for you guys.

Together we walk down this aisle of our journey, together we stay as ONE.

 WE ARE ONE! 엑소 사랑하자! ♕

 ☾☼

ONE YEAR WITH EXO. 365DAYS WITH EXO.

 ♥